R-E-S-P-E-C-T. Get some.

At 4am I’d just gotten back to bed after consoling a drunken roommate who’d found out (for the second+ time) her boyfriend had been cheating on her. It was apparently one of those things everyone else had seen coming but she refused to acknowledge. He had problems being open with his friends about his relationship status with her and regularly pitched fits in public situations because she “embarrassed” him. He would invite her over, to parties, etc. then spend the evening locked up in a room with another girl…but somehow she has deluded herself into thinking this was something that was supposed to last.

We spent over three hours listening, comforting and feeding this girl before we tucked her in bed. The next morning, which came all too soon, we found her bed empty. Guess where she was? “Sleeping off” last night’s hysterics at the jerk’s apartment. The night before she could hear what he and his new friend were doing behind a locked door but apparently it wasn’t enough to keep her away from Mr. Charming.

She buys him food on a regular basis, does his laundry, and I don’t want to know what else. For what? To be toted around as a back-up plan in case there aren’t enough slutty girls at the party.

I see a lot of girls like her. They live to serve their boyfriend and don’t understand why they aren’t respected by them. She stayed in here this summer to be with him and was considering taking a job here after graduation to be close until he was finished with school. I have many theories why she and girls like her end up like this: low self-esteem, need for constant validation, loneliness and desperation. But it also seems to be the ones who have the most going for them. In all other areas of their lives, they appear to be cool and collected. Then comes a smooth talker and it’s all downhill from there.

What I want to know though, is if there are guys like this or if this is a strictly female phenomenon? Are there guys who will take multiple situational beatings and tell people they are in love? I’m not talking about guys who take crap from their girlfriends but still act made for each other at the end of the day, I’m talking about putting up with cheating and numerous rejections from their girlfriends.

I also want to know what goes on in the mind of the guys that accept big gifts, favors (of all sorts) and affection, then act disgusted when the girl acts like they have a connection/relations. Surely, they can’t be heartlessly leading on random girls for sex and clean laundry….right? Whose fault is it, in the end? The girl who bent over backwards for a guy who displayed little affection? The guy who didn’t stop the girl when he knew he didn’t want her?

I’m tired of seeing girls that don’t stick up for themselves or value themselves enough to realize they could do so much better. It worries me to think this might be something in the female brain or social training that we are supposed to be co-dependant or self-sacrificing for the sake of having a relationship. It can’t be all of us, I myself tend to be categorized in the opposite direction, but more and more of these girls are popping out of the woodwork.